When I'm on vacation I use it as an excuse to lie on the ground and look up. I'm the most comfortable when I just look at the sky and dream. Instead of breaking down i gain composure.
I'm comfortable where i can dream of possibilities. Lately all there have been are one-way streets and dead-ends. My job at Disneyland used to be an escape and an alternative vacation but the momentum there is slowing. I'm not as comfortable anymore.
I find some happiness in smiles but they can only do so much. I need a chance. A change. I feel i'm being pushed down a railroad and i can't change the direction.
When I'm on vacation there are millions of outcomes to each decision. When i'm going through the everyday i feel there are not as many variations as there are when on vacations. But, that shouldn't be true, every choice i make needs to propel me where i want to be. There are millions of outcomes regardless of where i am, on vacation or not. I just need to channel the right attitude and have a vacation every single day.
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